"Funny thing is, he says he tried everything to bring me back. He says it was so hard for him, being without me -"
"It was! God, Dean… I did everything I could think of, you know that! God, if there was anything, anything…"
But Dean just went on. "He said he tried so hard, but when I was finally back," Dean smiled bitterly. "When I was finally back, I cramped his style. I got in his way. Made him uncomfortable. Held him back."
That's just...ugh, it's awful to read, because it's TRUE. And of course Sam didn't mean to push him away, but he has, and...oh boys. Anyway that little part alone made me rec it at TWoP. i hope that's okay.
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Date: 2009-04-03 04:18 pm (UTC)"Funny thing is, he says he tried everything to bring me back. He says it was so hard for him, being without me -"
"It was! God, Dean… I did everything I could think of, you know that! God, if there was anything, anything…"
But Dean just went on. "He said he tried so hard, but when I was finally back," Dean smiled bitterly. "When I was finally back, I cramped his style. I got in his way. Made him uncomfortable. Held him back."
That's just...ugh, it's awful to read, because it's TRUE. And of course Sam didn't mean to push him away, but he has, and...oh boys. Anyway that little part alone made me rec it at TWoP. i hope that's okay.