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sams1ra ([personal profile] sams1ra) wrote2008-09-06 07:03 pm
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Update

Hi guys!
I'm still here. Still without my PC =(
My Dad managed to fix most of it - it turned out the virus deleted the screen drivers, whatever those are, but my files are all still there *big sigh of relief*
Problem is, my computer gets stuck every few minutes and I have to restart it. Which sucks cuz everything that takes some time, like burning a backup CD, gets stuck.
Anyway, I'm going to be without my beloved PC for another week as my Dad is sending it to get fixed. *sigh*

Work is ok. We've had a few difficult weeks, but finally that's all behind us, and now there's lots of work to do. Which is great, cuz I hate it when I get to work and I just have nothing real to do, just tedious desk jobs. It's a sure way to kill a muse...

Speaking of my muse - she's gone, and she doesn't show any signs of coming back. I seemed to have lost my passion.
I have a zillion and twelve plot bunnies - and I promised [livejournal.com profile] sandrainthesun  a fic, so I gotta write it. Thing is, I don't want to. I wanted to at the time, I even wrote a couple pages, but I don't want to anymore. I know what happens in the story, so it's not writer's block, I just lost my passion.

Also, another bunny is refusing to let me go.
I figured, when I got my muse back, I'd go back to either the shooting story or the switching story, but neither of them want to get written. I might consider co-writing the shooting story if I find someone who's interested, but the switching story is probably a lost cause.

The new bunny, however, got itself a name, so that's always dangerous.
What's it about? An AU based on WIAWCNB. Original? Nope. Which is probably why I'm not excited about it.

The main idea is this: If you watch closely, when Sam rescues Dean, there's a moment when the djin sneaks up behind him, and Dean yells out a warning. The djin actually gets to Sam, but Dean breaks free and saves the day. So, what if the 'Dean breaking free and saving the day' is just a part of it? What if the djin actually got Sam? And then he "wakes up" from his dream, and he's with Jess and he has normal. Only, normal isn't what it's supposed to be. Mary's alive, John's alive and they're both really proud of him. Jess is going to mary him, and nothing supernatural ever happened to his family. Only.... Yeah. Dean's a mess.
 
Like I said, not original. And kinda dark.

I have no idea if it's ever going to get written, and if it is, I have no idea if it's ever going to get posted.
I need to find my passion for writing again.
Any tips?

[identity profile] beth9874.livejournal.com 2008-09-06 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
dude I <3 WIAWSNB Au's please write it.

Pretty please

I am sorry about your computer, why do people find the fun in writing virus programs

[identity profile] sams1ra.livejournal.com 2008-09-07 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
I can't promise anything in terms of writing. Maybe I'll get some of the passion back once the season starts, but I doubt it.

And yeah, I don't get the virus-writing people either. Hey, we should totally send the Winchesters after them. Who knows, maybe it's a demon XD

[identity profile] ali888.livejournal.com 2008-09-10 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not a writer but my best advice is not to worry about things. Take things easy and see what happens. If your muse returns then that's great. If not, it's okay. Just have fun and enjoy S4.

[identity profile] sams1ra.livejournal.com 2008-09-11 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
I'm going to try that - taking things easy, writing only if the mood hits. Only, I miss writing. Which is kinda... yeah. Weird.
Not gonna force myself to do it tho. Hopefull, s4 will bring inspiration along with our boys ;)