I'm getting weak...

Man, squeezing my eyes shut, sticking fingers in my ears going 'lalalalalalalalala I can't heeeeaaaar you' is getting so much harder these last couple of weeks.
I WANT to know what's going on next week. I WANT to see the preview, which, on one hand is yay for Show for making me itch like that again after so long. On the other hand, I do believe that I enjoy Show a LOT more when I'm spoiler free. Oh, the dilemma... (Ok, not so much a dilemma, cuz I don't want to be spoiled, but that itch! I want more Show! *bounces in chair*)


Also, is it just me, or has Show grown a lot crueler towards Dean?
I mean, I'm going through all the mean stuff said to him throughout the seasons for this fic I'm writing which I'll probably never post, and... it's gotten worse.
Remember Asylum and how shocked and wowed we were about the things Sam had said to Dean?
"That's the difference between you and me. I have a mind of my own. I'm not pathetic, like you."
Man, that used to hurt so much. Used to. Now it's just... I dunno. A Tuesday?
Cuz back then... I dunno. There's SO MUCH more weight on his shoulders now, and he's trying SO hard, and he's been in Hell longer than he's been on Earth, and the apocalypse is now suddenly his fault, and his brother is so far down the road his father had warned him about and he'd lost all control.
He'd said how many times that he's too tired of it all? Guh.
Why do you hurt me so much, Show?

Can we just, for once, get an episode where the load is not on Dean? Where someone goes 'you did a great job and saved the day and your little brother, and there's a happy ending (and pie) for you?'
*weeps*