New Plot Bunny/ Challange

Hi all,
I've been trying to hide from all those damn plot bunnies because I simply don't have the time to write these days, and I'm juggling 6 stories now. Oh, wait, 7. Damn.

So I'm gonna toss you this plot bunny, in the hopes that someone might actually write it, cuz I really really want to read it.

So, what's it about?
I've read the SN comics Origins, and this bunny just popped out of it. (I really should check next time to see no bunnies are hiding in my comics) The first few months after Mary's death, from November till say, March (including Dean's birthday in January). What wen't through John's head (other then booze)? He still didn't know what was out there, how did he handle things? How did he interact with both his sons? Was Dean's birthday even celebrated? And what broke the boy's silence?
I'd really like to read stories about it, so if you wrote one, please let me know.

Unfinished scene

A double post? *gasp*
But I just had to write this so I won't forget.

Don't really have a story, just this scene. Maybe it'll go in 'Faded Memories'. Maybe not. Anyways - 
characters: Wee!Dean and Mary.
timeing: some time after Sam's born.
All is discalimed.

Mary: You know how much I love you, baby?
Dean: All the way to the moon? *Mary smiles, hugs her little boy*
Mary: All the way to the moon and back.
...
Dean: Mommy?
Mary: Yes, honey?
Dean: What about when there's no moon?
Mary: ...
Dean: Like a few nights ago, there was no moon.
Mary: Oh, honey, there's always a moon. Even if you don't see it. It's just hiding in the dark. It needs a rest, so it's hiding in the dark. The moon is still out there, it's always out there, in the dark. And it will always be there.
Dean: Even if we can't see it? 
Mary: Even if we can't see it. Just like the angels. There are things out there that we can't see, that we can't understand, but they're still out there. Like the moon when it's raining, or the angels that are always watching over you, or even God. And Dean? Even if there were no angels and there was no God and there was no moon, I'd still love you. From now till eternity. Got it?
Dean: Got it. I love you too, Mommy.

*insert Awwwwwww moment*

To be written. Or, you know, not.